You believe I am invincible but I am not my love.
I had breakdowns.
I withdrew from others often.
I cried myself to sleep more than enough times.
I burned in jealousy with complete mask.
I keep to myself most of the time.
I suffer endlessly without bothering others.
I had my guilt trips.
Sometimes, I bow down to my rage.
I faced major shock.
I endured gloomy days.
I endured emotional abuse.
I cried out of frustration.
At times, I had to choke down harmful words.
I freak out often.
I had my share of nightmares.
I looked back at the doom.
I almost touched my reaper.
I had days where nothing mattered.
I had nights where thoughts swirled around and around.
You may think or believe I am Invincible but my love, I am not Invincible.